Confession Of A Pastor Right Before Worship

I hate trusting in God, well I mean I like trusting in God, a bit. I’m ok with secondary things. I’m ok saying I’m trusting in God to take care of my 401k. Or Im trusting that God will care for our church because I have made sure that everything is the way it ought to be. It is incredibly painful and disarming to actually have to trust him. But sometimes God tosses your plans, so that you will have to depend on him.